Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Regurge


Another heated argument with the father yesterday morning. A proper welcome to the place I call home. I just came straight from a 48 hour duty, and I was in no mood for such shenanigans. I answered back. Again and again and again. When I chose to stay silent, it was apparently too late. A lot of words had already poured out of my mouth. He asked why I was so pissed at him. Do I really have to enumerate?! He started the argument for no apparent reason, and he was wondering why I am so pissed?! A moment of awkward silence followed. And then he left. I needed a drink. Badly. So I was planning to get really drunk when I went out last night.

I was in a familiar bar. In the company of familiar people. I ordered a drink, a strong one to start the evening with a bang. But something wasn't right. Just one sip, and the juices in my stomach were churning the wrong way. Just one sip, and I felt like vomiting. Crap, this can't be. After almost two long weeks, I still had gastritis?!

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I need my alcohol! It's a necessity, and I need it badly! Without it, I could go crazy! It's the only thing keeping me sane during times of frustration and desperation! How long will this stupid gastritis last?! My stomach has given up on me... it's possible that my mind could give up one me next.

1 comment:

sattvicwarrior said...

you said in one of your other posts. [ The problem is, our values and our worth as a person are judged on our allegiance to religion. Those who pray regularly are good people. Those who don't are evil]
THATS BRILLIANT BRILIANT BRILLIANT!!!. CAN I PULEEEEEZEEEEE USE THAT IN MY BLOG?? JUST AS A QUOTE. . I WONT REVEAL THE SOURCE[ YOU ]. THAT STATEMENT IS A POST ALL UNTO ITSELF. TOTALLY LOVED IT. . PLEASE ADVISE:)
THANKS..