knock, knock...

so what's with the paucity of blog entries lately? There seems to be a problem with my account (or maybe it's with the whole blogger), I can't upload pictures... for almost 2 weeks now! Maybe I should've created an account on one of those less populated blog sites, such as live journal. Call me obssessive, but I don't feel like creating a lot of entries without pictures--- it makes my blog too plain. haha. It's actually a good thing, now I have more time for studying--- that's one less distraction from what I should be doing. :)

confessions of a blog addict...

yeah, you read that right. I'm really starting to like this blog thing. And with my multiple posts per day, it seems that I've become some sort of an addict. hehe. and to think a week ago I was a blog cynic. I guess it's because creating a blog is cathartic--- I feel refreshed when I write down my thoughts and feelings, It's like a bit of burden is released from my shoulders every time I start typing. I guess writing one's thoughts, say in a diary, can do that. But this is better because of the anonimity (by choice in my case) it offers.If someone reads your diary, you're screwed because most probably, that someone knows it's your diary. And the fact that no one comments on these pages seems to reinforce my belief that no one reads this blog, hence its like having a diary that no one can ever read... or maybe I'm wrong, not everyone who encounters a blog would comment on what he or she reads after all. hehe. Wish I had a visitor's counter or something... as long as there are no comments yet, I'll drown myself on that illusion. :)

Many of my friends started their blogs on friendster. That's just not for me. if I did that, it would be a fake blog, i can't really say what i really want to say. I'd end up sanitizing and editing my entries because I have to be sure it's okay for all the people in my friends list (and a lot of them are just acquaintances who add me to their lists) to view my blog. Hmmm... maybe that's why all of those friendster blogs I read seem wholesome and sanitized. These friends of mine must have anonymous blogs floating around the net somewhere. hehe.


Geez, another addiction, another distraction. I really should be studying for the boards at this time. Instead I've been busy watching TV, DVDs, surfing the net, and now blogging. I have this really bad feeling that I might fail the board exams this coming august. I'd better start studying soon... I need to lock my laptop somewhere...

wha---?! is this really me blogging?!

i'm not really into writing down my thoughts. I think writing a diary is crazy, and creating a blog seems similar to writing a diary. it's even worse because it's in cyberspace, where everyone can see it! what the heck, recently i've been having so much free time, and a lot of my friends are doing it, so might as well try it. hehe. :D